It's been quite a tiresome journey for me so far waiting for a milestone in my twin flame journey. But, the milestone I have reached today is quite a different one and it set me free from this twin flame journey itself...atleast it seems so...and I'll be happy if it remains so.
Yes, to put the truth honestly, I have been waiting for my (ex) twin flame so far. Yes, I DID wait for him...not to come like a knight in the shining armor and rescue me from something or set me free. I was waiting for him to talk to me and fill the spaces in my twin flame story...fit the missing pieces of puzzle, so that I know why I experienced things I experienced. I thought he holds the missing pieces of the puzzle. I honestly thought he is the only one in this world who could do that for me. So, I DID patiently wait for him. In the process, maybe I also chased him in a way and probably bothered him too.
But, as anyone can guess, there's a limit for human patience. For a long time, I was feeling this way. But today, I could quantify those feelings and I'm totally convinced too. I suddenly started thinking, why in this world, was I placing so much power in his hands? Why should I be waiting to know something he was not ready to reveal to me? How is it even relevant to me now...now that I could live for complete 6 years without knowing it ever since my Kundalini Awakening? I'm finally convinced that I don't need to know anything from him. Whatever he wants to hide from me or hold back (or if there's nothing he is holding back and if it is all only my illusion), I don't want to know any of it. I'm good the way it is now and I can move on in my life.
I can go on and on and write more, but I don't feel it is worth my time. It just suffices to say, I'm free now from the shackles and bondage of this twin flame journey. I also want my ex-twin flame to know that he too is free from my chasing and waiting. Good bye.
Yes, to put the truth honestly, I have been waiting for my (ex) twin flame so far. Yes, I DID wait for him...not to come like a knight in the shining armor and rescue me from something or set me free. I was waiting for him to talk to me and fill the spaces in my twin flame story...fit the missing pieces of puzzle, so that I know why I experienced things I experienced. I thought he holds the missing pieces of the puzzle. I honestly thought he is the only one in this world who could do that for me. So, I DID patiently wait for him. In the process, maybe I also chased him in a way and probably bothered him too.
But, as anyone can guess, there's a limit for human patience. For a long time, I was feeling this way. But today, I could quantify those feelings and I'm totally convinced too. I suddenly started thinking, why in this world, was I placing so much power in his hands? Why should I be waiting to know something he was not ready to reveal to me? How is it even relevant to me now...now that I could live for complete 6 years without knowing it ever since my Kundalini Awakening? I'm finally convinced that I don't need to know anything from him. Whatever he wants to hide from me or hold back (or if there's nothing he is holding back and if it is all only my illusion), I don't want to know any of it. I'm good the way it is now and I can move on in my life.
I can go on and on and write more, but I don't feel it is worth my time. It just suffices to say, I'm free now from the shackles and bondage of this twin flame journey. I also want my ex-twin flame to know that he too is free from my chasing and waiting. Good bye.
